Memory of Blast

A year a go today I had lost one of my best friends, my horse. My heart breaks every time I think of her. I miss her, but I know it was for a reason. All those times I wished I could go back in time. The nights I cried myself to sleep. The days I wouldn't even go outside. I look back and wish it didn't affect me that much. I was so depressed because my dreams were crushed. I wouldn't be able to go pro anymore. I still think about her all the time and then I have to remind myself that everything happens for a reason. Maybe I wouldn't have made the friends I did or meet new people I did or even get my new horse Bird Dog that might be better then her. Know one knows, but at least I know she is in a good place.

Jealousy

Jealousy: resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself.
Jealousy is the worst. You feel like crap and you envy that person your jealous of. You would do anything to be that person. Jealousy is like a sickness once you get it it never goes away. I dislike jealousy because you just feel like you would do anything to be someone your not. No one should be jealous of anyone because they should just be happy with themselves.

Cowboys

THERE'LL NEVER BE A LAST COWBOY

There'll never be a last cowboy
As long as there's still some ole cows--
Who'd be crazy 'nuf to round 'em up
'Cordin' to how the law allows?

Ya can't do this, ya can't do that,
So sez that gall dern guv'ament--
It's like they thinks they know the best--
Don't they sees our predicament?

Though they near did in the farmer
And 'bout wrecked the ole family farm--
So long as they don't rile cowboys,
They won't be doin' too much harm.

As long as we's got our good hosses,
Cowboys will still be ridin' here--
Give us a long lonely prairie--
Sparklin' stars in a night that's clear.

-- Submitted by Glen Enloe from Independence, Missouri
e-mail: enloes@juno.com

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Stress

Stress, everyone gets it. From maybe a dirty house, screaming kids, or maybe your piles and piles of homework. Everyone has different ways to relieve your stress just like different people stress over different things. For me I can just sit on my horse and I am one hundred percent better.

Nothing Stronger

Excited is what i feel,
on cloud nine as anyone would say.
I have always wanted this,
and nothing else.
I can't believe this,
my life is great.
And any moment everything could change.
In a snap of Gods fingers,
and her broken leg,
my life would change.
My hopes and dreams,
crushed!
I have nothing,
I have nobody.
I feel the deep black hole in my stomach,
feels like someone ripped my heart out.
No one can fix that emptiness I feel,
but here God took my best friend away from me,
Not any best friend,
but someone that would listen without interrupting,
and comfort me whenever I needed it.
Nothing is stronger than a friendship,
between a girl and her horse.

Dreams

My dreams are different. I am always running away from someone no matter what. I am always so scared and I can never sleep after them. My heart is beatings so fast but in my dream my legs aren't moving fast enough. They always catch me.

Courage

Courage: The quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficult, danger, pain, etc.

COURAGE

Guns firing,
people screaming,
soldiers fighting for their lives.
Courage,
they have to have courage,
why would they do this?
Fighting for their country,
Families crying at home,
begging for their soldier to come home in one piece.
Knock at their door,
Two soldiers with a folded up flag and dog tags,
they were sorry, and remorseful.
Family cries for their loss.
But at least they had the courage to let him go.